mood: i’ll wait in the car
I was going to make a post about how much i hated my ex, and how much he tries to blame me for the way his life has turned out because I “took our son from him” but literally, it went no where, just everything came back to me over and over, because he blames me for everything. Everything is always my fault, always. So i decided making a post trying to prove how he is to blame for his own actions, wasn’t worth it because somewhere in the story it would all come back to me.
He shared a post today saying.. “keeping your ex from their child does more damage then you think” but you know what.. he doesn’t think, he doesn’t see that he chose a shitty path to go down and i wasn’t willing to go down it with him, especially not with my son. Thats what he will never understand, and he will never let anyone show him that it really is his fault.
Honestly I’m just so tired of being blamed for everything thats ever gone wrong in his life.
But besides him..
I can actually say that i have my life together and things are actually going good for me, my boyfriend, and my baby. I haven’t been on tumblr in a long time but i needed to vent.. and if you haven’t heard, friends don’t really stick around after you have kids, so tumblr was my go to..
i am sorry that someone out there made you distrust love. that they walked into your life and broke apart the most beautiful feeling there is. that now you don’t trust family, don’t trust friendship. that you live waiting for people to abandon you, that you leave early so they don’t leave you.
young adult things: washing your colors with your whites because you don’t care you JUST don’t fucking care
You will not heal by going back to what broke you.
Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering.
(via ohteenscanrelate)
Sometimes you break the things you love and sometimes the things you love break you.
Watch out for people who never try to understands someone’s perspective but their own.